Beat Psychology

so cute! 

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/31/2005 09:34:00 pm 0 comments

don't they look good? 

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/31/2005 09:33:00 pm 0 comments

oh...think this is the guy from me sch...my fren thinks he's ugly thus the back view...hahaha... 

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/30/2005 01:02:00 am 0 comments

first time eating katong laksa!

i ate katong laksa for dinner tonight...the original one! i actually went down with my fren on a cab from school which is like in the west, and the cab fare came up to bout 12 bucks...jus because both of us had a craving for katong laksa...hahaha...how i wish i own a car then i can drive all over to eat!

its really not too bad...first time eating the original one...plus we ordered otah...quite unique, not like the normal otah in most other stores...

apparently, there are more than one stores claiming to be the original katong laksa...so according to my fren the no 49 katong laksa is the original one...hmmm...not sure how true that is since it was my first time there...but in any case that meal wasn't disappointing...

then we walked to parkway parade. on the way, we walked through roxy centre. man it was a chilling experience! it was about 8 plus and we were walking through this long stretch of corridoor where most of the shops are cloased. it was pretty dim and cold! then suddenly there was this sound of dragging feet and someone singing some eerie song!! sounds drama alright but it's scary! we didn't look back we just walked faster and faster...until we got into another complex and that sound is still behind us! well so i turned around, can't resist wanting to see who the hell is that idiot making those noise...turned out to be this guy who drags his feet when he walk and he kept singing this eerie sounding song, even when he's out in the open lor! stupid!!! now i sound so stupid...so easily scared...

anyway, it's been ages since i last visited parkway parade! say 10 yrs?!?! no kidding...changed so much...and there's a giant store! first time visiting that supermarket too!! hahaha...i sound so 'swa ku' (^.^)

and i bought a this really loud/childish/cute looking pouch full of hearts! hahaha...it's really cute la...can't stand it...next time shd carry my camera wherever i go...dunno when's the next time i'll go into parkway parade again....

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/22/2005 11:39:00 pm 0 comments

"touch a man on the outside and you touch him on the outside. but touch a woman on the outside and you touch her on the inside."

hmm...are women such emotional creatures? or are men just too practical for their own good?

when men play the field, some call them flirts, some casanovas.
but when women play the field as well, people say, "why must they degrade themselves to such levels?"

why the discrepancy? conveniently so because women are always at the loosing end. we have everything to lose.

but i guess these days...chastity is passe. i've heard so much (though yet to have such frens) about O.N.S from both genders that it seems like a trend!
that the darkness of clubs and sinful indulgence of ladies nights are the best excuse for men and women alike.

even a friend of mine, whom everyone hails to be the nicest, probably the most devoted person we know thinks that all men including himself are capable of two timing in a relationship!?!?

which is worse? lonliness or committment?

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/20/2005 01:04:00 pm 0 comments

do you know?

why or how does kissing soothe an angry or agitated person?

do you know that, just like when you slap or pinch somebody's face they tend to get really angry or mad. therefore, kissing and even caressing the face helps to soothe the person's nerves.
so if you wonder why everybody, even babies, wince when someone pinches their face...this is why. =)

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/20/2005 12:48:00 pm 0 comments

do you quarrel alot with your galfriend or boyfriend?
or are the bothof you lovey dovey all the time? envy of others?
or do your quarrel so much so that your appear more like enemies than being in a relationship?

personally (for someone who's not been in a proper relationship) i think that sounds perfectly fine...not a problem...
it's not the number of times two pple quarrel. it's the degree of the conflict.
i believe that communication is the way to go.
for some, quarrels help to bring two persons closer...for some it pulls them apart...
love comes with responsibilities...for what ever you do, it concerns that better half.
i always believe that one should cherish their loved ones now. every moment of it.

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/18/2005 11:50:00 pm 0 comments

my story...

this is a story about a girl...a simple story, yet meant so much to her.
about her and her love for a guy.
simply that she loves him so much but he hardly knows.
they started off simply as friends.
everyday they see each other in school...they played and laughed and joked...
now this sounds really familiar...because everyone seems to have started off somewhere like that...

they played silly games.
they talked.
they grew up together.
they shared problems.

he shared his problems with her.
telling her his relationship problems.
now you think that they'll get together do you?
doubt so...
now you must be thinking, it has to be a one sided thing on the girls part.
well you are somewhere there...

her heart aches whenever he tells her about other girls.
but she listens intently. because she cares.
she gives her utmost attention,
simply because she only want to remember him smiling.
so it hurts her, because she's falling for him most definitely...
she don't know whether he knows it or not.
what she's sure though, is that, he loves many others but her.

so she cried. she simply loves him. she doesn't know what to do.
was love suppose to be like that?
things are not so simple anymore.
there are times she is so tired she's a wreck.
she just wished she never knew him.
maybe if she don't see him, she wouldn't feel so much.
but it's simply love. who can fault anyone for that.

and so they carried on their simple friendship.
meeting up now and then...encouraging each other.
making fun of each other.
listening to each other. how we've grown.

so this simple love grows.
so deep rooted, nourished with her tears and memories.

until one fine day, she decided maybe it's time to show him how she really feels.
deep down inside, she knows the answer to the simple truth.
but what she wants is to hear it from him.

well of course the truth hurts.
but they are still friends.
simply that things can only go as far as that.

it's been more than 5 yrs now.
this simple friendship has matured.
they still play and joke and talk.
now maybe you've heard of this story before.
because you've been there before? or because you've heard it from me before.

one fine day he asks her out for dinner.
eager like he has never been before.
she is puzzled. but she didn't ask why.
until he brought her to the jewelry store to try out rings.
he wants to buy a pair. one for his girlfriend and another for himself.

now you must think, the girl must be really hurt...
she thought so too...

she gave her most sincere opinions. and helped him out.
she didn't feel hurt.
she didn't cry.
she tried to recall how much she use to love him
but she simply couldn't remember.

he walked her home that night.
they played and talked along the way.
simple and normal as can be.

i can raise my head high and say this love that's been planted in my heart for as long as can be has finally died.
how much space it has taken up, i do not know.
how far it has branched out, i do not know.
when it left me? i do not know.
what i do know is, i never regretted allowing it to grow.

this is not the end of my simple story.
because this friendship will last forever.

now i'm free. free from the burden of the tree that took up so much of me.
life goes on.
will someone occupy this space.
i believe there will be someone.

i know you'll be reading this someday.
and i want you to know that i've never blamed you in any way.
i want you to know, i sincerely wish you and her all the best.
there was no short cut for me.
i think i had to take the longer way.
i'm glad we are still friends.
thank you for being my friend.

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/17/2005 11:25:00 pm 0 comments

so bored

its a tuesday, long way b4 the weekend.
but i'm not really looking forward to the weekend, cos it'll still be loneliness for me.
i dun really do anything during the weekend.
other then sleep, watch the tv and remotely try to study.

its a tuesday and i'm in school trying to study.
brought my law materials, but only gotten as far as 2 pages of my statutes.
maybe i'll borrow the text from the library.

its a tuesday and i am in the library right now.
didn't wanna go sit in the books immediately so here i am typing nonsense.

you must be really bored if you are reading this. don't worry i'm bored too.

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/15/2005 01:13:00 pm 0 comments

love? what love?

boys and gals come out to play.
and when time is up, we'll all go home.
don't make your papa angry, don' make your mama worry.
be good and study hard.
for when night comes, is when the fun begins.

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/10/2005 03:23:00 pm 0 comments

it was jus a tiny spot, a blemish in my pretty peaceful life.
then in my curiosity i kept scratching at it.
when i'm happy, when i'm sad.
until the spot grew into a hole.
that's interesting...does it hurt?
from the hole i just kept digging.

when i'm irritated and angry,
digging at that hole seems to be a solace for me.

until i'm digging a pot hole.
from there it just grew.
i don't seem to realise.
and i don't seem to want to stop.

my hands ache now and then.
but i can't stop.

my friends exclaim.
look at all that dirt you've piled onto youself!
am i? is that what i'm doing?
i don't know.
i don't seem to care.

where am i now? in a very deep hole i think?
a cave? a crater?
my very own grave it seems.
goes way beyond the 6 feet...

but that doesn't seem deep enough.
this is no sanctuary.
for the deeper i go, the more pain i feel.

how many such holes can i afford to dig?
i don't know.
but what i do know is that it takes alot to get out of the blardy hole.
especially one that i dug myself.

and one can never learn from his/her mistakes.
one can only escape.
please leave me to my own devices.

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/10/2005 02:09:00 pm 0 comments

the arcade at united square is deserted and cheap!!
can go there to hone some skills...hahaha...
or maybe cos today's a mon...that's why so quiet...

anyway when i was there at bout 9 plus there was only 1 person playing games lor...hardly i see arcade so deserted...but it was fun cos can play all the silliest games! and no one's there to see except your frens of course =P
played some silly canoeing game which ended really quickly cos i dunno how to paddle...my fren played this skate boarding game and cycling game...really funny...all first time and just fooling around...like the whole place belongs to us...hahaha...and its all for 50 cents only! budget! =)

hmmm...think tmr i can catch howl's moving castle...hopefully can finish ellen's report...
you owe me one k!! especially if u get an A or B for it!!!! =P

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/08/2005 01:08:00 am 0 comments

have i finally grown up?

weird...really weird...
i got home at bout 2am plus on thurs and my mum nagged non stop...
but i wasn't clubbing or anything, i went to help ellen with her project! and she stays next block to me anyway...
yest however, i came back at bout 3 am plus and she knows i was out at a pub...but she didn't nag at me, and this morn she didn't say anything at all! as if nothing happened...she didn't even qns why i was back so late, where i went, who i went with...wow...

even my frens were constantly reminding me that its getting really late...
and in fact deep down inside i can't help but wonder why is it that my hp is not ringing yet?!!?
call me skeptical, cynical...but i honestly thought that i would get a back lashing when i get home this morn...

hmm...i dunno what to say...is this good or bad? i dunno...
i know i'm not used to it for sure...
am i old enough already...that she can't constrain me anymore...
somehow i'm not celebrating...

anyway these are some of my fren's from 1st 3 months =)

posted by pearlewurly @ 3/05/2005 06:34:00 pm 0 comments